7.11.2009

We walked arm in arm But I didn't feel his touch

hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.

That tingling inside was gone my heart grows colder with each day And my bat lightning heart Wants to fly away

i have this song on repeat i forgot how adorable it was. & how adorable she is .
its like a race i cant win no matter how close i think i might be to the finish line someone jumps infront of me someone just like me? not better , not faster. but for some reason they beat me to it .
as much as i would love to feel and care i cant because i know at the end your not going to be standing beside me & it only hurts the person who cares . i know where i stand and i get it i really do im just sick of it . feel me, but for the mean time its all fun and games that ammuse me for a bit (;

Then I ask you now, what's a girl to do?

7.09.2009

This is the best thing that could've happened.Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.It's not a war.No, it's not a rapture.I'm just a person, but you can't take it, The same tricks that once fooled me.They won't get you anywhere.I'm not the same kid from your memory.Now I can fend for myself.

so its back to lets fuck with tashas feelings again? i turn into a light case of the girls i complain about i always like the wrong ones.this is basic reason why i never feel grrr.i mad i still like him!


boy (1:39:57 AM): what u got on nasty
ImJusteUneFille (1:40:59 AM): shirt and my shaq shorts.
boy (1:41:27 AM): lol wanna dunk on me?
ImJusteUneFille (1:41:32 AM): lol
ImJusteUneFille (1:41:35 AM): uhh no
boy (1:41:39 AM): post me up?
ImJusteUneFille (1:41:44 AM): mmmm no
boy (1:41:52 AM): can i take it to your hole? lmao
boy (1:41:57 AM): nicee
ImJusteUneFille (1:42:03 AM): lmaooooo
ImJusteUneFille (1:42:04 AM): good one
boy (1:42:34 AM): lol
lmao my stinka came back form the grave and hit me up i missed him.

i dont excite you anymore
ignorance -paramore* still on repeat.

7.08.2009

if i'm a bad person, you don't like me I guess i'll make my own way

finally got a phone again & got my old shit back some throwback pics from like 07 i miss my green hair

so much has changed since then its crazy


You treat me just like another stranger Well it's nice to meet you sir I guess i'll go I best be on my way out Ignorance is your new best friend



ignorance-paramore on repeat thanks akin <3

7.07.2009

David Gonzalez

hes young but im in love.

hes Colombian and has sexy ass hair.

i hate it that skateboarders never take pictures. he graces the new issues of CCS & i want him oh so badly.




i love you david :sighs:<3

7.05.2009

just live life moe.

friday night party at Club DV & saturday was part 2. i always have fun with these guys there the funniest . before part 2 at DV's crib was at the 40 ounce bounce , was alright finally saw my javi bear and other peeps i havent seen in a minute didnt catch the fireworks but all in all had a chill night with most of my girls and DV & his bros.
its crazy how people start to show there true colors and its sad when you cant be trusted over a bit of attention from someone who doesnt even really care about you .
girls make me laugh so viciously with there idiotic ways of thinking.

we were all sweating disgustingly



mike always has me dying laughing.




one moment please (:

rosy cheeks and carla larla <3

its always a party

his facial expressions be the funniest .

i sit on Pedro's lap and he jumps me up and down i giggle like a little girl.



when we wanna feel nice fast we fuck with Sky Vodka



shanise was looking oh so hot in her cute ass cheetah dress.

raylenny didnt fall into any bushes this weekend.

they pretty much Cyph all Night.



Ant & DV had no shirts on for the whole night they didnt believe in clothing.

natt was feeling OD nice before she even hit the blunt or took a drink lol

NASTY Natt

i love this pic

she thought she was Micheal Jackson


my left cheek was Glitz the right was Glam said my Muff's sparkled the whole night.


im not going to chase after someone i dont really want . tired of the temporary enjoyment & the inconstancy with people are making even more not into it . this girl is use to walking alone makes no difference now.

i have no more tears left to cry.